Write about the emotions you fear the most

"Ugh! I’m so tired of people telling me to be myself. This conversation it’s not for me anymore, it was a good advice when I was in high school, when we thought we knew it all and we could change the world with our advices, but now? Now I’m like LOL when my face has less expression than a brick! The funny thing is that those who tell me that, don’t know shit about me! I don’t know shit about me! What do they know? Just shut up...

…But seriously, I really don’t, I don’t know who am I or what am I. I’m just going through phases, it’s almost like I’m four seasons in one day, and I’m not saying that I have mood swings, happy or sad, I really am a different person throughout the day. I change. My way of thinking change. If I could, I would even change my hair, my clothes, my voice, my name. In one minute I’m the kindest and relatable person you can meet, and in the next I get intolerant and incapable of see the other’s person perspective. I literally feel like I am another person. I sometimes think that’s who I am, but it feels like a lie… like i’m lying… That’s it, that is the emotion I fear the most."

Written by Inês Correia